[Bruinrab]

Originally Posted by LEGALEAGLE

you want annihilation ?..

Nihilistic depression...it happens. I've seen it in a 10 year old.

Anyway, Kona, if you want to talk, there are plenty of us around. PM or IM are great tools for processing your emotions if there is no one for you to speak with face-to-face.

[TrentReznor858]

Originally Posted by Kona_Silat

I tried my best to avoid coming to this thread. Again i want to thank you all for your advice. I am going through a difficult process right now and struggling with my faith. I wish I could get an explanation from her but i think it something i will live with. I've been told I always had a kind heart but i wonder if that is something i should continue to have. I am also struggling with my faith and with God. It is difficult for me to do dua and it is starting to be difficult for me to pray. I want God to destroy me and I sometimes ask for hellfire. I do not know what will happen to me..i don't know. Again thank you to everyone for their advice.

dude, no offense but you need to take it easy. I agree that some time is needed to get yourself together, but try to remember the things you DO have right now, and that maybe you are destined for something better.

[Haramoobobi]

Originally Posted by Kona_Silat

I tried my best to avoid coming to this thread. Again i want to thank you all for your advice. I am going through a difficult process right now and struggling with my faith. I wish I could get an explanation from her but i think it something i will live with. I've been told I always had a kind heart but i wonder if that is something i should continue to have. I am also struggling with my faith and with God. It is difficult for me to do dua and it is starting to be difficult for me to pray. I want God to destroy me and I sometimes ask for hellfire. I do not know what will happen to me..i don't know. Again thank you to everyone for their advice.

If Allah (swt) brings you to it, Allah(swt) will bring you through it. Happy moments, praise Allah (swt). Difficult moments, seek Allah(swt). Quiet moments, worship Allah (swt). Painful moments, trust Allah (swt). Every moment, thank Allah(swt).

Til then, build a bridge and get over it.

[Kona_Silat]

i apprecite the kind words .. i have been in and out of islamica and still going through some tough moments in my life. I do not want to entertain this thread anymore and considered perhaps deleting it because of the pain that it has brought my life. Again thanks.

[MossadConspiracy]

why did you bump it instead of deleting it or leaving it alone