and finally, just like that all is well. all i had to do was let go. not keep holding on. (keeping tabs doesn't count... lurking can be addictive.) well, i shouldn't be giving myself all the credit. it's amazing how things work out. n it's safe to assume that they did. for now. i should apply this lesson to all aspects of life. to stuff. i can be...
sunshine. of all things. 'cuz everyone loves the sun. and the sun loves you back. except when it doesn't. and i get withdrawal symptoms. actually, i just die a little. and keep dying till it peeks through the clouds. darn, north america and its long dark winters! n i thought escaping alaska was gonna be enough. i need a sunshine pill. no, NO...