[Asvi]

haha...jaani i'll try.. hopefully they'll help on their own cuz i dont like asking for help. lol

i got a temp. job starting monday.

[flutterz]

sometimes i make myself cry cuz sometimes i don't know how to tell people how i feel. there's this hesitation like i don't want them to behave any differently towards me because of what i tell them. which is stupid cuz how i feel is sometimes a direct consequence of how they're behaving and i do want them to behave differently... but without my having to tell them.
i think it's strictly a girl thing. or a crazy thing. or a crazy girl thing.

conclusion: flutterz = a crazy girl thing

p.s. i know people can't read your mind but why can't they read your heart?
p.p.s. what i really think is that it's neither a girl thing, nor a crazy thing. it's just a communication thing. obviously, i need to be better at it.

[sumiyia]

Originally Posted by flutterz

sometimes i make myself cry cuz sometimes i don't know how to tell people how i feel. there's this hesitation like i don't want them to behave any differently towards me because of what i tell them. which is stupid cuz how i feel is sometimes a direct consequence of how they're behaving and i do want them to behave differently... but without my having to tell them.
i think it's strictly a girl thing. or a crazy thing. or a crazy girl thing.

conclusion: flutterz = a crazy girl thing

p.s. i know people can't read your mind but why can't they read your heart?
p.p.s. what i really think is that it's neither a girl thing, nor a crazy thing. it's just a communication thing. obviously, i need to be better at it.

tooootally feel you... just don't do what i do.. which is let it build up inside of you until you either explode on that person and say things you'll regret later, or end up bawling like an idiot at something minor, only to realize later that it was really because of you not communicating sooner... ORRRR my personal favorite, a combination of the two. crying like an idiot because you're so sorry you said things you shouldn't have.

... i'm going to go jogging now. i realize the above probably made NO SENSE. my apologies.

congrats asvi!! oh and your cake balls look yummmy

[sally]

Originally Posted by flutterz

sometimes i make myself cry cuz sometimes i don't know how to tell people how i feel. there's this hesitation like i don't want them to behave any differently towards me because of what i tell them. which is stupid cuz how i feel is sometimes a direct consequence of how they're behaving and i do want them to behave differently... but without my having to tell them.
i think it's strictly a girl thing. or a crazy thing. or a crazy girl thing.

conclusion: flutterz = a crazy girl thing

p.s. i know people can't read your mind but why can't they read your heart?
p.p.s. what i really think is that it's neither a girl thing, nor a crazy thing. it's just a communication thing. obviously, i need to be better at it.

OMG
i suck at communication TOO
I WAS CRAVING A BROWNIE SUNDAE ALLLLL DAY. SO I GET ONE, AND I MODIFIED IT CUZ THEY PUT TOO MUCH HOT FUDGE ALL OVER IT and it makes everything too sweet...BUT THE RETARDED PERSON THOUGHT I DIDNT WANT THE BROWNIE PART

so i thought it was hidden under the vanilla icecream but it wasnt. WHAT A DISAPPOINTMENT
i wanna kick this sundae

i feel like throwing a tantrum. GOODNESS. i want brownies..dammit

[flutterz]

i feel so much better. i had some pizza...

Originally Posted by sumiyia

tooootally feel you...
...

thanks.
and it does make sense.
i went through the exploding and regreting phase some years ago. only to realize that it does more harm than good (the only good being able to express yourself and maybe feel better for like a second before the regret and guilt take over). so i tried to change that and alhumdulillah, i deal with stuff/people relatively better now. now, at my worst, i just get really silent and try to wait for the emotion to pass. and then maybe try to talk about it when i'm calm and reasonable.

it's tough but i keep realizing that people dear to me are dearer to me than my ego. and i'd rather just take a lil time by myself processing whatever's upset me. i find comfort in silence. sometimes i do silently fume/shed tears for the first few minutes but then i remember how easy it is to instantly lose someone forever and that i shouldn't take too long being upset with myself or someone else, lest i regret being alive for the rest of my life. i know it's kinda dramatic, but it makes me appreciate people more and motivates me to work harder at my relationships. and keeps me from exploding, alhumdulillah.

may Allah (swt) make us all more patient and better communicators.
and may there always be quick pizza delivery so pizza gets to us quick and right when we need it the most. :burp: uh, excuse me.

[DramaRani]

I am about to leave for a wedding. No cameras allowed. I'm kind of sad because I haven't look this damn hot in a while . LOL ...

Originally Posted by farah

salaam! hope all's well

diet soda drinkers have higher rates of obesity and diabetes than people who only drink regular soda.

(please note: correlation does not mean causation)

Thanks for encouraging me to drink soda!

[Aida]

Originally Posted by DramaRani

I am about to leave for a wedding. No cameras allowed. I'm kind of sad because I haven't look this damn hot in a while . LOL ...

Take the picture before you leave for the wedding.

[zakk]

Originally Posted by sally

OMG
i suck at communication TOO
I WAS CRAVING A BROWNIE SUNDAE ALLLLL DAY. SO I GET ONE, AND I MODIFIED IT CUZ THEY PUT TOO MUCH HOT FUDGE ALL OVER IT and it makes everything too sweet...BUT THE RETARDED PERSON THOUGHT I DIDNT WANT THE BROWNIE PART

so i thought it was hidden under the vanilla icecream but it wasnt. WHAT A DISAPPOINTMENT
i wanna kick this sundae

i feel like throwing a tantrum. GOODNESS. i want brownies..dammit

why didn't you tell the people at the store to replace it? they probably would have.

[sally]

Originally Posted by zakk

why didn't you tell the people at the store to replace it? they probably would have.

cuz i left and came home. and started eating it..and then realized.

[heba]

salaams ladies
so i had my first friday off in a long time and i went to the masjid for jummah
i havent been in sooo long (like at least a year?)

felt kinda good

[zakk]

Originally Posted by sally

cuz i left and came home. and started eating it..and then realized.

Lol, there are times when I will go all the way back to yell at people who mismanage my order. Although that's usually when they include haraam stuff like bacon and I can't make do with it.

[moonlightrose]

Originally Posted by heba

salaams ladies
so i had my first friday off in a long time and i went to the masjid for jummah
i havent been in sooo long (like at least a year?)

felt kinda good

going to jummah is SO nice totally made my day today...

so I come and I notice that its really dark....only to realize that ALL my roommates are sleeping. funniest thing ever.

and now I feel like taking a nap too!

hahaha i guess thats when u know its finals !

[sumiyia]

argh!!! i'm soooo hungry!!! i just want to keep eating and eating!! ever since i came home from the gymm...

[zzze]

assalamu alaykum

i take back what i said about matchmaking. Everything is sorted out now (faulty internet communication to blame) alhamdulilah.

[displaced]

I bought the most gorgeous shoes ever today.

and I did a filling on a 5 year old. she was such a cutie and so cooperative. I could see myself as a pediatric dentist but I don't want to spend 2 extra years in school.