[GOTFIVEONIT]

oh and my bitter hand
shakes beneath the clouds
of what was everything
i know someday you will have a beautiful life
i know you will be a star
in somebody's else's sky
but why, why, why
cant it be mine?

- Pearl Jam, "Black"

Hurray for a child that makes it through
If there's anyway because
The answer lies within you
They are laid to rest before they've known just what to do
Their souls are lost because they could never find

What's this life for?

I see your soul
It's kinda grey
You see my heart
You look away
You see my wrist
I know your pain
I know your purpose on your plane

Dont say a last prayer
Because you could never find

What's this life for?

But they aint here anymore
Dont have to settle the score
But they aint here anymore
Dont have to settle no goddam score!
cuz we all live under the reign of one King



- Creed, "What's this life for?"

[GOTFIVEONIT]

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this cant be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness (loneliness) is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now hes gone

No one but me can save myself, but its too late
Now I cant think, think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye

- Metallica / Disturbed Cover, "Fade To Black"

[GOTFIVEONIT]

saint anger around my neck
he never get's respect
put down your noose
ill hang myself
with saint anger around my neck

i feel my world shake
like an earthquake
hard to see clear
is it me or is it fear?
madly in anger with you
im madly in anger with you

And i want my anger to be healthy
And i want my anger just for me
And i need my anger not to control
Ya and i want my anger to be me
And i need to set my anger free
I need to set my anger free

SET IT FREEEEE!!!

Metallica, "Saint Anger"

[GOTFIVEONIT]

what I've felt
what I've known
never shined through in what I've shown
never be
never see
won't see what might have been

what I've felt
what I've known
never shined through in what I've shown
never free
never me
so I dub thee unforgiven

- Metallica, "The Unforgiven

Metallica - The Unforgiven Lyrics

New blood joins this earth
and quickly he's subdued
through constant pain disgrace
the young boy learns their rules

with time the child draws in
this whipping boy done wrong
deprived of all his thoughts
the young man struggles on and on he's known
a vow unto his own
that never from this day
his will they'll take away

what I've felt
what I've known
never shined through in what I've shown
never be
never see
won't see what might have been

what I've felt
what I've known
never shined through in what I've shown
never free
never me
so I dub thee unforgiven

they dedicate their lives
to running all of his
he tries to please them all
this bitter man he is
throughout his life the same
he's battled constantly
this fight he cannot win
a tired man they see no longer cares
the old man then prepares
to die regretfully
that old man here is me

what I've felt
what I've known
never shined through in what I've shown
never be
never see
won't see what might have been

what I've felt
what I've known
never shined through in what I've shown
never free
never me
so I dub the unforgiven

you labeled me
I'll label you
so I dub the unforgiven

[GOTFIVEONIT]

Father forgive us for living
While all my homies stuck in prison
barely breathing believing that the world is a prison
its like a ghetto we can never live
a broken rose given bloom through the cracks of the concrete
so many other things for us to see
things to be our history so full of tragedy and misery
picture us inside a ghetto heaven
a place to rest in this land of stress

- Tupac, "I aint mad at Cha"

[GOTFIVEONIT]

Dig if you will the picture
Of you and I engaged in a kiss
The sweat of your body covers me
Can you my darlin', can you picture this?
Dream if you can of a courtyard
An ocean of violets in bloom
Animals strike curious poses
They feel the heat, the heat between me and you

How can you just leave me standing
Alone in a world that's so cold
Maybe im just too demanding
Why do we scream at each other
This is what it sounds like when doves cry

Touch if you will my stomach
Feel how it trembles inside
You got the butterflies all tied up
Dont make me chase you
Even doves have pride

- Prince, "When Doves Cry"

[GOTFIVEONIT]

Purple Rain

By Prince

I never meant 2 cause u any sorrow
I never meant 2 cause u any pain
I only wanted 2 one time see u laughing
I only wanted 2 see u laughing in the purple rain

Purple rain Purple rain
Purple rain Purple rain
Purple rain Purple rain

I only wanted 2 see u bathing in the purple rain

I never wanted 2 be your weekend lover
I only wanted 2 be some kind of friend
Baby I could never steal u from another
It's such a shame our friendship had 2 end

Purple rain Purple rain
Purple rain Purple rain
Purple rain Purple rain

I only wanted 2 see u underneath the purple rain

Honey I know, I know, I know times are changing
It's time we all reach out 4 something new
That means u 2
U say u want a leader
But u can't seem 2 make up your mind
I think u better close it
And let me guide u 2 the purple rain

Purple rain Purple rain
Purple rain Purple rain

If you know what I'm singing about up here
C'mon raise your hand

Purple rain Purple rain

I only want 2 see u, only want 2 see u
In the purple rain

[GOTFIVEONIT]

Darlin' Nikki

By Prince

I knew a girl named nikki
I guess u could say she was a sex fiend
I met her in a hotel lobby
Masturbating with a magazine
She said howd u like 2 waste some time
And I could not resist when I saw little nikki grind

She took me 2 her castle
And I just couldnt believe my eyes
She had so many devices
Everything that money could buy
She said sign your name on the dotted line
The lights went out
And nikki started 2 grind

Nikki

The castle started spinning
Or maybe it was my brain
I cant tell u what she did 2 me
But my body will never be the same
Her lovin will kick your behind
Oh, shell show u no mercy
But shell shonuff shonuff show u how 2 grind

Darlin nikki

Woke up the next morning
Nikki wasnt there
I looked all over and all I found
Was a phone number on the stairs
It said thank u 4 a funky time
Call me up whenever u want 2 grind

Oh, nikki, ohhhh

Come back nikki, come back
Your dirty little prince
Wanna grind grind grind grind grind grind grind grind grind

[GOTFIVEONIT]

Peace is what they tell me
Love am I unholy
Lies are what they tell me
Despise you that control me

The peace is dead in my soul
I have blamed the reasons for
My intentions poor
Yes I'm the one who
The only one who
Would carry on this far

Peace in my head
Love in my head
Lies lies lies lies in my head.

- Creed, "Torn"

[GOTFIVEONIT]

Inside Us All

By Creed

When I'm all alone
And no one else is there
Waiting by the phone
To remind me
I'm still here

When shadows paint the scenes
Where spotlights used to fall
And I'm left wondering
Is it really worth it all?

There's a peace inside us all
Let it be your friend
It will help you carry on

In the end
There's a peace inside us all

Life can hold you down
When you're not looking up
Can't you hear the sound?
Hearts beating out loud
Although the names change
Inside we're all the same
Why can't we tear down these walls?
To show the scars we're covering

There's a peace
There's a peace inside us all
Let it be Oh, can't it be your friend?

[GOTFIVEONIT]

At This Moment

By Billy Vera & The Beaters

What did you think
I would at this moment?
When you're standing before me
With tears in your eyes?
Trying to tell me that you -
You found you another,
And you just don't love me no more.

What did you think
I would say at this moment?
When I'm faced with the knowledge
That you just don't love me?
Did you think I would curse you
Or say things to hurt you
'Cause you just don't love me no more?

Did you think I could hate you,
Or raise my hands to you?
Now, come on you know me too well.

How I could I hurt you,
When, darlin', I love you?
And you know, I could never hurt you, ooh, ohh, ooh.

What did you think
I would give at this moment?
If you'd stay I'd subtract
Twenty years from my life.
I'd fall down on my knees,
Kiss the ground that you walk on
If I could just hold you again.

I'd fall down on my knees
Kiss the ground that you walk on, baby
If I could just hold you -

If I could just hold you -
If I, if I could just hold you
Again.

[GOTFIVEONIT]

my theme song....


Bad To The Bone

By George Thorogood & the Destroyers

On the day I was born, the nurses all gathered 'round
And they gazed in wide wonder, at the joy they had found
The head nurse spoke up, and she said leave this one alone
She could tell right away, that I was bad to the bone

Bad to the bone
Bad to the bone
B-B-B-B-Bad to the bone
B-B-B-B-Bad
B-B-B-B-Bad
Bad to the bone

I broke a thousand hearts, before I met you
I'll break a thousand more baby, before I am through
I wanna be yours pretty baby, yours and yours alone
I'm here to tell ya honey, that I'm bad to the bone

I make a rich woman beg, I'll make a good woman steal
I'll make an old woman blush, and make a young woman squeal
I wanna be yours pretty baby, yours and yours alone
I'm here to tell ya honey, that I'm bad to the bone