We're thinking of you and your little one, Affa.
May Allah grant Aleena a speedy recovery and strength in her little self, and may He grant you strength and patience during this worrying time.
I know all of Islamica is sending lots of love and du'as your way.
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The time will never be ‘just right’.
Start where you stand, work with whatever tools you may have at your command,
and better tools will be found as you go along.