[amina9183]

Originally Posted by Sea_of_Roses

Im so stressed

I am a student nurse (RN). I left my job for the semester because the schedule they offered made it so that I would have absolutely no days off, I feel like I need atleast 1 day to unwind and some time to study because nursing is challenging. Having one day to myself seems like its going to be a luxury I wont be able to afford.

My step father and I have never been completely happy around one another, he is making a fuss that I am not working this semester and indirectly stated that only people who work in the house should get to eat. He is very unpleasant and we dont even greet one another.

Ive decided that Im going to look for another part time job so that I atleast have some money coming in but either way its not like I can afford a place of my own. I find myself leaving on the weekends to study and just get out of the house to avoid him and the stress he puts on my Mom about me. I try to come home at a time where everyone is asleep but I do not like coming home too late because this area is dangerous. My little brother was robbed twice here and he was almost jumped. I feel a little desperate about finding a way out. A part of me is sad and tired about feeling unwanted in terms of family.

May Allah ease your troubles for you. Ameen.