Sure thing sis
Make a deal with Allah also that if he gets you out of this situation that you will inshaAllah try your best to perform extra prayers, or whatever it is that you think you are lacking. As none of us are perfect.
InshaAllah you will be in my duas, and in the mean time remember that we all go through hard times.
Even the prophet (pbuh) when he was going through so much pain and didn't receive any revelation for a while, the idolators said "poor Muhammad his God hates him and has abandoned him".
So Allah revealed this surat ad dhuha:
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Thy Lord hath not forsaken thee nor doth He hate thee
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And surely what comes after is better for you than that which has gone before.
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And verily thy Lord will give unto thee so that thou wilt be content.
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Did He not find thee an orphan and give thee shelter (and care)?
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And He found thee wandering, and He gave thee guidance.
Also remember this:
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So, verily, with every difficulty, there is relief:
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Verily, with every difficulty there is relief.
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So when thou art relieved, still toil
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And strive to please thy Lord.
wasalam