So out of sheer exhaustion, I didn't go to work today and they're mad I know and will probably warn me about my attendance but to heck with them, they don't know that I am sick of them already and want to quit but prefer to get fired so I can be a bum and collect unemployment checks till July...ahaha...
My time here in NYC has made me realize that this corporate life is not for me, and I am doubting whether I can do law school. Maybe an MA at the most, but 3 years of crap school and then having to prove myself able for a few years after that is not my cup of tea at this point. Neither is corporate America, the cubicles, the petty office politics, the kissing of corporate booty, snidy, overweight, insecure #$%$#&#& as bosses, and so on.
I'm also tired of smelling like the subway....the polluted air down in Wall Street, the intricate annoyances of having to deal with NY every day...I love this city so much and always will, but I am tired of living here.
FYI: I work 10-11 hours a day in a huge law firm, so I'm just not complaining for whatever...
I physically can't do this anymore...what good is money if you're too ill to enjoy it?
In other words: I bought a suped up Dell Inspiron 1525 the other day

Mabrook for me
And going to Middle East for the wedding of my sister in August, it will be my first time in 10 years! And honestly not looking forward to it, I really despise the area....but whatever, at least I can try to learn Arabic maybe.
Hope you guys are ok, I'm becoming a passing visitor here now on Islamica lol...I can't log in from work, and it's difficult to find time to sit at home on weekends to check up.
wa salam
