I have a serious anxiety problem. I somehow got involved in this Muslim youth group, on the executive board. (I think at the time, I thought I was over my anxiety issues, but I was wrong) They had a retreat, which I loved, but I didn't really want anyone to know I was on the board. Now, they are starting chapters and as the NJ rep, I am kinda in charge of starting the Jersey chapter. I had a meeting and got so sick right before. During the whole session, I kept stopping and saying dumb jokes, but I was SO nervous. Afterwards, I was still so shaky. I don't think I can do this. I get freaked out too easily. I don't even want to tell people about the group because I don't want to have to talk in front of new people.
