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actually its just because i feel useless. I wish i could do something for him. my brother has this horrible toothache and his appointment with the dentist is not any time soon, which means he just has to bear it till then. And hes not even talking, just sitting there. and i feel totally useless. i sat with him all morning, not really saying much, just sitting. and then i made him breakfast. ugh. this is stupid, there should be SOMETHING i can do. its driving me crazy. i offered to daba his head, he said no. his feet were in my lap and i was massaging them and like. how the hell does that help, i dont know, i cant stand to see ppl IN PAIN AKJAGDJK DU6YW89E. it really breaks my heart.

any suggestions? pls and thanks
and so incoherrent, sorry.