Maybe I exaggerated the broke part a bit in my original post? I won't be dirt broke almost out on the streets but it'll be really tight for awhile due to several factors that aren't really worth mentioning. Plus I have a super independent personality, hate failing, and so I can't bare the thought of having to ask my parents for help. I get really upset when my mother mentions it.
I feel that they have worked for the lives they have, they have three kids younger than I am, they have their own bills and financial stress, they don't need mine, eh?
shadha-
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You may shoot me with your words,
You may cut me with your eyes,
You may kill me with your hatefulness,
But still, like air, I'll rise.
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