I don't even know what to say. I feel really sad, let down, and all around bad. I know I have a lot to be grateful for, but I feel so bad about myself - physically, mentally, and most importantly spiritually

. I'm going to a job fair tomorrow. Please, please pray that I get a job inshAllah, so that I can start my career. I know Allah Swt is the best of planners and He has a plan for me. Please make duaa that inshAllah his plan has a teaching job for me. JazakAllah

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