i think i was older when i was younger. like i felt the oldest when i was 12. i was the most oldish 12-yr-old ever. i was all ready to be grownup and stuff. and i guess i was the most childish after i turned 18. it was like my tween years were finally catching up with me. right now, i kinda feel ageless. like i've been here (on earth) for so long that it doesn't matter and like i just got here so it's kinda too early to matter...
