Quote:
Originally Posted by Ilikemyscarf
I smack my gum when I'm stressed.
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i read that as "i smack my
guy when i'm stressed."
spice:
so like i've been so busy, alhumdulillah. and i'm off today but i've got so much to do. i've to figure out how to set up this corevolution workout thingy and fix his resume and work on the floorplan (inshaAllah) and clean and cook and defuzz
and go the the library and the mediterranean market for cilantro and baby cucumbers... and take a nap and be grateful for the warmer weather (alhumdulillah) and look forward to going for a walk tonight and enter my CE answers online to get credit and realize that i can only dream of taking a nap
i'm sooooooooooooo sleepy. i wish i didn't have to work nights even if it's only like 2-3 nights a month. it like totally throws me off of my routine...
please, if you can make dua that things get better at work for me and my coworkers and they can figure out scheduling w/o making us variable people work weekend after weekend and crazy night shifts
, it'll be much appreciated... thanks.
but, alhumdulillah i can't really complain, i'm the happiest i can be and i have everything, alhumdulillah. except for one thing and that's okay too cuz someone reminded me that in life you can't have everything and i feel like i do have almost everything (which can be like having nothing) because it's all relative and love and loss makes one appreciate life so much more alhumdulillah and it's a good lesson in wanting something more than what's material and instant gratification. and you know when people say it's prolly for the best then one day you know in your heart that it is for the best and you feel stronger and more grateful cuz you made it through and can only hope and pray for your heart... and they say God favors broken hearts and so when we have to choose to crush our heart and our innermost dream-desires because the only alternative wasn't actually an alternative, we can only hope for His forgivenness and love, inshaAllah. because He's prolly the only one who knows that even though it may appear otherwise, we're only following our heart and our heart's in the right place (inshaAllah) and life is really shorter than it might seem sometimes and there's more to it
than my existence, alhumdulillah.