jittery.. 2 shots... haven't had coffee in ages so now its effects are like 100 times more than they used to be... running on 3 hours of sleep all day... so much to study.. i want to throw up on my books and this stupid final and run away... and i want to punch the stupid kids crying outside my apartment in the face because i already feel like i'm reading a foreign language and i need complete silence to be able to concentrate and make sense of this crap.. AND my summer schedule is like 18 hour days, 5 days a week... and ONE TEXTBOOK ALONE weighs more than i do..